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Do you ever have the feeling of being alone thinking no one wants you, or cares how you feel? When you look at your friends and their best friends who look out for each other and care and do everything together and then there’s just you, you want to be that person that they can go to for advice and you want someone who can be there for you when you need them the most, but you have no one, you don’t have a bestfriend, you don’t have anyone who cares for you, you don’t have anyone who admires you, you don’t have someone to be there for you, you don’t have someone to care for you when your down and they try their best to make you happy and see why your unhappy but for you it’s all different you have no one to talk to. Your “friends” who you wish were your best friends because you see how good they are to each other and how they can go to each other for comfort they care about them and they treat you the opposite they think of you lower and they have laughs with you and they insult you but if your down they could care less about how you feel cause you haven’t heard once anyone say “what’s wrong” you just hear “why are you so depressed” because they don’t know how you feel, you know why? because no one ever asked are you ok. And When you still have all that bottled up inside you see their lifestyle their parents their family wishing you had what they had how their so close to their mothers and fathers and how their best friends its like their second house and your just sitting in that dining table across from them inside thinking, why can’t i have that? why can’t i have friendship with my mother, why can’t i have commitment and trust and sense of honesty from what people think of you, they think of you as a little puppy cute and funny and always nice for a laugh, but at the end of the day they wont care about you, they wont go back to you, they could care less about you because they just use you and leave you feeling broken and useless and they wouldn’t even care how you feel because they’ve already forgotten about you and moved to someone they really care about. And now your alone in your room crying yourself every night and finally have no other choice but to write a text about how you feel because you have no one else you cry your thoughts and feelings to because you have no one ever your own mother agrees you have no one. You don’t have guys wanting to spend every moment around you to gaze at your beauty because your not beautiful your just “cute” you don’t have at least that one friend that is there for you and that your there for them when your identical and think identicle do everything together because you don’t have a bestfriend, at least not a real one. You don’t have a family who cares about you and even your own brothers think lower of you, making you think the same for them wishing you were the only child because your supposed to have that older brother who cares for you, truly cares, like a second father who stands up for you when you can’t and gets rid of the stupid boys who hurt you, but you don’t have that. You don’t have someone to help get you to fulfill your fears and dreams commiting each day helping you each step at a time, you don’t have no one you don’t have hope in falling in love because you know your going to fall in love with that boy who is never interested in you your going to have that one moment when your invited to your crushes house and he rejects you right then and there feeling hurt and hating him ever since and knowing he wants your “friend” and she’s willing to go all the way for him. Something you just wish that we could go back to childhood the good old days, the uncaring, careless life you had not caring what you looked like, not caring about boys and all the stuff your pressured into doing now just sometimes you wish you can go back to the past and not in this horrible time. You know you need that one boy, that perfect boy you admire forever and ever and hear whenever your down. But that boy will never be yours, and you will never meet someone as perfect as he is. Sometimes you should just forget about dreams, forget about wishes and desires and imagine what your life will be because nothing is ever going to be the way you want it to be, there’s no point in believing in what you wish you were or what you wish you had, there’s no point because as long as your living, that’s the only part of your life you will live, until your last day here. So just forget about all these problems, all these feelings and just think you have yourself and yourself is the only person who knows you, knows how you feel and your, you’re own priority and trust no one but yourself because if you lived long enough as i have you’ll learn people aren’t worth your tears, especially yourself.

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